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During my errands this morning, I heard the “Jet” song “Do you Wanna be my Girl.” If you aren’t familiar, the lead singer mentions his lust interest in the song as having long blond hair and long legs. Back in the day, I tried my best to look the same way as I wore my skirts too short and matched them with a long blond wig. Through it all, I certainly wasn’t having any music written about me. Ironically I was doing all the wrong things fashion wise as I supposedly didn’t want to attract any attention and blend in with the world. My problem was I was presenting to attract men and not blend in with the other women around me.
Girls Night Out from the Jessie Hart Collection
I’m seated in Stripes on Left
As I look back at my life, I see how often and desperately I wanted to be my own girl. Way back in high school after I was turned down yet again asking a girl on a date, I would run home and if possible shave my legs, put on a pair of pantyhose , apply makeup and finish dressing as my favorite girl…me. I always knew she wouldn’t turn me down. This continued through out my life until the Army briefly forced my male self to stand up and be counted. That didn’t continue long because my dominant feminine self was always waiting patiently and often not so patiently to live her life in the public’s eye. Not only I found did she want to be my girl, she wanted to be “the girl”.
Being “the girl” turned out to be the best move I could make. The big differences came as I was coming out of my gender closet and…
