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I played around for nearly a half a century being a very serious cross dresser. Sounds like a long time, doesn’t it!
It was while I was doing it but now it seems like it was a blur. Most of it started with all the problems of sneaking around my home when I was growing up. I needed to use a ton of creativity to hide my cross dressing itself and not to mention the clothes I had accumulated. Somehow, I managed to do it all. Who knows, maybe it all made me a better person? I doubt it but at the least, the process helped me to be more creative with my life.
As I progressed slowly with my makeup art and improving my women’s fashion choices by going to thrift stores, I found out I could do more. Then I went and did it by going out and testing the public’s reaction to me as a novice transgender woman or at the least a skilled cross dresser. I found, the more I did it, the more successful I was and I felt so natural. To me, feeling natural was the best way I knew I was on the correct gender path and I wanted to keep going. Plus, feeling natural, gave me the confidence I needed to always push my gender envelope and try to do more and more. I even changed the way I viewed my Halloween costumes I was choosing. I started to go away from my trashy woman’s look and then tried for a more realistic approach. I searched my brain for ideas which allowed me to try to present as a cis-woman at a…
