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Refining your image in your chosen gender is always a challenge. We spend countless hours working on and obsessing about our appearances.
Last night I watched the documentary “Casa Susanna” on the “PBS” Network and came away impressed by many of the MtF gender transformations which were featured. The feature took me back to my days when I was first attempting to come out in the world as a woman. As far as a more complete review of the show, I will direct you to Stana’s Femulate Blog where she has one. Since I remembered the oppressive days when “Casa” was active, my over-riding hope was/is we never have to go back with all the anti-LGBTQ laws which are being passed.
I remember too the impact early transgender pioneer “Virginia Prince” had on me along with her “Transvestia” publication when she was mentioned on the show. I know how eagerly I awaited a new edition every time it was due. After all, it was the only connection I had with others in the outside world with similar transvestite or cross dressing experiences. Reading the publication made me feel good in that there were others like me. But another factor always lingered. By looking at the featured “girls” I wanted to refine my image to possibly resemble them. I remember dedicating myself to working as hard as I could to get to my goal of being an attractive woman.
